I miss being loved. I miss being held and hugged and kissed. It was the happiest time in my life and that loser took it away from me by cheating on me. I miss someone seeing me, someone knowing who I am, someone doing things for me without asking. Someone buying me food, taking me to the hospital (even though he was the one who put me there), I miss that familiarity. I know I need to be strong, but I genuinely am craving love and feeling safe right now. I wish someone would love me again and hold me.