Its hard to love someone who you know can't return the feelings. We all go through it atleast once in our lives, and no matter who is facing it, its always gonna hurt for them. I get the part that it hurts for everyone, so Im mature enough to understand that whatever Im going through isnt that bad. Im a boy who likes a boy, living in a household where loving another person of the same gender is considered the greatest sin. Before I liked him, I did my best to force myself to like girls, but there was always this feeling that I wasn't living a life that I fully enjoyed. Then, in my new school, I met him. That was the one and only time I sacrificed my family's beliefs to love someone who I truly felt the best with. Then, we became good friends. I confessed to him last year, but he made it obvious that he didnt return the feelings. But what hurts was that he never gave me a straight answer. We just acted as if nothing happened. Regardless, I'm still waiting, and its been 3 years.