I think my sister groomed me as a kid. She is 2 years older then me but it just start just staying up and telling stories but over the years it got more sexual. She will often make me watch things I didn’t want to watch due to it being too sexual or violent for me. She will hurt me or make fun of me if I didn’t act out her stories and after a while I started to enjoy them but when there were nights I didn’t want to it felt like she was going to kill me. She give me tips of how to please men when I was older(middle school) even though I didn’t want to know. She doesn’t do that anymore and I forgot about all this until like 3 days ago