I want to die but theres people who need me and everytime i try it hurts me to think they would suffer like that with everything going on in their life i know i fucked up in life and luck wasnt on my side being autistic having adhd and ocd i cant stay still and nobody understands that so i have to suffer silently to stop people from calling me attention seeking i dont know if i can take it anymore the mental pain and the physiscal pain my parents are chronicaly ill and say id never understand their pain not knowing i feel it so much worse than them every day if you read this thankyou for listening to me rant on about my problems that you probably couldnt care less about
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