To preface: I’m a minor ,,,, I feel so horny all the time now and it’s awful and I hate touching myself yet I yearn for it so much but it’s messing with my brain so I want pain I want pain so bad because now pain is pleasure and I want pleasure and I hate it. I’ve even drank my own urine and enjoyed it. And to make matters worse, I’m a part of an osdd system, so everyone is just witnessing everything and getting uncomfortable. And now they’re not just disgusted, but concerned. And ig it’s nice having support but no one knows what’s the right thing to do bc I don’t want to talk about this with anyone.
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