Why?! I've been the constant good guy. I'm not hiding what I want and she loves me. But still she moves to all of these other guys assuming it won't hurt me. It's not toxic its just flipping one sided. My parents are on my ass so much. I can't do anything that normal people do. I don't have a working phone. I can't love for fear I lose my chance with her. I've already lost it though somehow.