I think I'm the most humiliated and degraded person on earth. A dog probably has more pride than I do. I've endured insults, beatings, and death threats every single day since the beginning of time. I feel so disgusted with myself. I don't know why people enjoy insulting me and yelling at me until their voices are hoarse. I don't know why others find it easier to hit me than to hug me. I feel like I want to disappear, to be swallowed by the darkness, or simply to be killed. I'm so exhausted by all this humiliation that I wonder if I truly deserve it. I wonder if I'm even worthy enough to be a human.
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