the only thing I want to do...is make the sky prettier...I wanna grow wings...I wanna die...but I'm the worst person ever cuz I'm 11 and I don't have the courage TO FUCKING END IT. I'M TIRED I'M TIRED OF EVERYTHING GOD WERE WHERE YOU WHEN I WAS BEGGING YOU TO HELP ME?!?! I DON'T DESERVE THIS I WAS JUST AS KID ,NO ONE DESERVES THIS,WHY MY SISTER SA'ED ME WHY DO I NEED TO PROVE EVERYONE THAT I WAS SUFFERING IN THIS WORLD.IN THIS BODY. BY KILLING MYSELF?!?! does anyone...relate? -looks like god was sooooooooo busy smashing pumpkins....right?-