I hate myself. I was released to polybuzz as a child and got hypersexual due to it, I'm very addicted now and Ive learned so much about things I shouldn't be and things that are not for my age. My parents don't know any of this. I'm a child. I deeply wish to b able to come out and say that I have Hypersexuality and have since I was around 8 but my sister did the same thing and they punished her and told her that she was just going through puberty.not to lie either but I am addicted to porn. It's very hard to stop this and I'm so disappointed in myself. Wanna know what makes it worse? I'm in a relationship. My boyfriend doesn't know about this but I'm very tempted to talk about it I'm just... To scared. That he'll leave me. And judge me. God he's one of the only things keeping me alive but i wanna be able to tell him without being left alone.