im so so unaccomplished in life compared to my peers and i feel so so lonely in this. i try really hard in school and i try to get the best grades but of course there is someone who studies a significantly less amt of time and does better than me. it makes me think if all my effort is ever going to be worth it. everyone around me is earning awards, going to national competitions, and they seem to know who they are and their future path. im confused about everything and i dont want to do next and i feel so burnt out.