I’m in so much pain. National exams happened and I’m in the middle of it. My previous paper was terrible and I don’t know how to get back up. People who work less hard than me seemed to be thriving while I’m suffering. I dont know what to do. I even thought about…. if my results aren’t up to standards…my parents comforted me but it doesn’t fill the empty void inside of me. I worked hard for the past few years and I’m even more afraid of seeing the results. I might skip results collection all together… people around me have high expectations of me….and so do I…. it’s so painful painful painful painful painful painful painful painful pain pain pain pain pain