It feels like it's getting harder to think. Brain fog, I guess? I used to be such a fast learner, but now I just feel so distant, detached. Even just taking one college class, I feel exhausted at the end of each day's work. How do people function for 8+ hours a day? Is it my fault? It's probably my fault. I'm probably lazy. Destined to be useless. I'm sorry, everyone.