i got a blood test and passed out today. i hit my head and everything. but it feels like nb cares. my mental healths been bad this whole week ive been feeling sad and alone but this js like cemented it at this point. my parents js told me to "man up im 17 its fine" and my friends genuinely left me on read in our groupchat and continued talking about everything else. i feel like nobody cared. the only people who cared were the nurses at the hospital because i fainted in the fricking waiting room and hit my head on their desk. i feel like nobody cares about me and i care so much about everybody. even people i dont know. i dont know how to care less ik i should focus more on myself. nobodys going to be there for me. but i always thought itd be different. i thought id have somebody to at least talk to for a little. i have friends who have best friends they can tell anything to but not me. my parents dont even care. they asked my why im shaking, why im sleeping after. i hate this so much.