Im tired of it all. Especially people. I know it’s taking me a lot especially at my age to finally come to this realization but I did something today. Normally my family will update me or ask me to use my card and normally I don’t have my card on me because they always have it. Normally they’ll ask me over little thing if they can get this or that. And today they lied to me. I’m planning my birthday and I was planning on using some of my money to buy me some actually food. Because I’m running out of work lunch and wanted to stack up because I’ve been eating takeout for the past week. Well today they told me they were gonna use some money to pay a phone bill then use some for something else. Now when they use my card they’ll update and ask me. Well I brought me a couple of items and then I saw an alert saying that they used it on something else without notifying me. So I locked my card and idgaf. I’m tired of mfs thinking they use me and not stick to boundaries