Marriage scares me. There's a lot of unpredictability that comes with it. Especially if you are a woman. My head hurts. I have read books that contains info about married life, some are good and some are bad. And when it is bad, it is dreadfully painful and scary. How could someone bear it? Some says, you are the creator of your life. But how can we maneuver it when the world is designed to eat itself? Power and imbalance of power exists, and I'm afraid it exists in all aspects of life, therefore a living being lives while some were trampled. A good example of this is food, eating food. They were living beings that died for ones consumption. Moments before death is painful but is necessary for all to continue living. The harshness and brutality of nature is truth one's must acknowledge. One must be stronger or powerful to live, they say this is the order of things. Is this also true in marriage?