I don't think it'll ever end. Whenever I feel life is getting better, I end up going through shit again. It's unbearable, I just want it to end. I don't think I'll ever get to live a life I always wanted, and I won't ever feel happy. I've felt this way for as long as I can remember. Everyone around me is just so happy with themselves, their life and what not. I have to live my life hating myself and my body, so I opt to self harm. Not only that but every person I've met, or most of my friends, all treated me like shit. I just don't understand, is it something I did? Is it because I'm ugly, stupid, or what?? I just want to be happy with myself for once
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