so I've had a knee injury since I was 13. uh yeah no ive been larping ts for years. its never been that deep. but for the past 5 years ive milked it during sport to try and get out of games and shit. it was so embarrasing because I even cried during it like. what? literally nothing to cry about and its so fucking stupid but im 5 years deep. my parents think its real and we havent gotten it properly checked out. I took a year off just to keep up the facade. I just cant stop lying. theres something wrong with me. its literally a fake injury and it means nothing atp. and I can tell a lot of people think im bullshitting and it makes me feel like shit because I am. im such a shit person vro. I cant stop lying and idk why. ugh. maybe one day ill admit the truth, but thatd later when everyone csnt hate me for it and I cant laugh about itm so embarrasing.