Today’s my birthday I’m 17 but I feel like I shouldn’t be. All these years and I think I’ve achieved nothing and I haven’t planned any of my future. I rely on my parents too much and I feel inferior to my friends who are doing so much better than me. I get passing grades but I don’t absorb the stuff I learn, there’s nothing I want to do but I know if I keep this up I’ll probably be some loser sitting at their parents house doing nothing with their life. No shade to people who are I just feel kind of hopeless.