generally can someone or something just kill me atp I'm so fucking tired of everything -arguments/losing people -sh/suicide attempts/suicide thoughts -ed coming back -skipping/missing class -constantly worried and scared and paranoid -losing my hobbies -depression/bed rotting -addictions starting and getting worse (weed,alchohal,self harm) -friends avoiding me and leaving me -mental health deteriorating rapidly -faking how I feel more -hypersexuality getting worse/frequent -getting called ugly and fat (part of my Ed) -constantly being in the counselors office at school -wanting to die so FUCKING badly... -signed sTaR
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