I don't want to live anymore. Every time I do SH, and my mom find out, she only say that its the fault of what I like to watch, because It's intense to her. I tried to told her its because of problems in my school and homophobia, she says that is barney, and still putting the fault into something that I like to watch or play only because I am a minor. If it didn't get better, I wanna kms