uhm so I have loved biology for as long as I can remember, and I did not think of becoming a doctor because it was too much work and I wasn't very passionate about it, but my mother would have loved it if I would have become one but she never pressurises me, so I thought of building a career in biology but now that I am months away from graduating highschool, I have realised that being a doctor wouldn't be as bad, it's just that I don't want my life to get so hectic, cuz I love the study material but I am not really passionate about the job and it is about service so, ... and I know in my soul that if I were to become a doctor, I would be a very good one, but it's just that I don't wanna go to med school, I have basically not prepared anything for med school and it just , I am so stressed with my current life idk what would happen to me in med school, so the guilt is killing me