OH MY FUCKING GOD EVERYTHING I DO FUCKING ENDS UP CREATING ANOTHER FUCKING PROBLEM WHY THE FUCK IS IT SO HARD TO BE FUCKING NORMAL I HATE IT I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT IM DOING FUCKING KILL ME I HAVE NOONE TO TALK TO ABOUT THIS BUT EVERYONE KEEPS TALKING TO ME ABOUT THEIR PROBLEMS AND THAT ADDS UP TO ALL THE OTHER FUCKING PROBLEM I HAVE TO SOLVE BUT THEY NEVER TAKE IT INTO ACCOUNT AND I HAVE TO BE THE ONE TO BE CONSIDERATE EVERY SINGLE TIME AND IM VOMITING ALL THE FUCKING TIME BUT NOONE KNOWS AND THEN I SAY SOMETHING AND IT ENDS UP TO A TOTAL FUCKING SHITSHOW IM SO SICH OF EVERYBODY AND MYSELF I JUST WANT TO END I SWEAR I WILL END IT