Rant #29969

I feel like a slut.. I have a body count of 2 at 14, my first time was when I was 9 and she was 14.. she was my neighbor it was consensual i js DIDNT really know it was a big deal and then w my a boy i was w for 2 yrs when I was 12 i didn’t understand what I was doing and how I was so young (I matured really fast bc of sa) i js feel so bad for doing it so young especially since society puts sm pressure on girls I feel so nasty