It's fucked up when you can't even you talk to your fam 5 minutes without them turning against you. I had enough of that yesterday. And it's literally early morning. Are they mentally ill idk. They didn't used to act like this. It's easier to walk through a wall than talk to them. Am I really that hated? I'm tired of fighting with these people period. When it comes to some things they act so ignorant. I thought today would be fresh. Trying to reason with them is a struggle. They just want to be combative and push back about stuff about me. I wish my grandparents hadn't passed. They're the only ones who were ever genuinely caring of me. I really miss that. Everybody today are so uncaring and callous. Whatever I really just don't get it.