What's a moment from today where you felt completely overwhelmed by something simple? I didn't really, I know it's really rare to get therapy and shit, but I really don't wanna go, I can't tell her shit, she doesn't listen, she thinks my family are saints, I just don't like going, I was real grateful when I found out she cancelled bc she got sick, I'm not happy that she was sick, but I am grateful that she cancelled. I can't tell her anything because she'll admit me, and I can't talk about anything else because all that's going through my head is stuff I can't say