Oh hell nah!! Get this bitch away!! I am so homicidal towards myself!! I deadass have to get away from here, I have been angry since childhood, I can't hit anyone around me so I've resorted to fantasizing about dying, I have dreams about it now, they're violent. I'm only 15!! Every night, a different dream of death, and it never comes to save me!! I've always prayed, and they've always sounded similar, I've always begged God to KILL ME!! I figured he would do it, no prayer goes unanswered, this BITCH is leaving me on read!!! FUCK YOU