I have really bad trust issues and attachments issues, to a point I get jealous if smb i care about put others over me and i start to think they hate me, it was efforted my relationship Me and this girl were in a talking stage or smth idk and we were speaking alot then she became distant abit do to family, i understand that and I told her I am always free if She needs I told her I wasn't comfortable with us being in a relationship bc the office bit hurts me, It feels like they have the power to leave and hurt me or say it was just a joke and they never loved me I loved her to bits and i still do as I am witring this but she has told me she lost feeling with me bc I waited to long, i still try and be cute and flirt and say I loves you but it hurts how mix I am rn, she does things with me which confuses me and i am honestly lost, she said she lost feelings but also do things she said she only does with people she likes I am lost with out her