me and my best friends relationships are fading. all of them. i feel like they keep forgetting about me. none of them actually include me until I leave. they dont listen to what I say and just keep going on and on about random shit. one of them cares about others more than how she cares about me. shes rude to me, puts how I feel down. but then when its another person, she becomes a whole new person and says stuff she would never say to me. she used to watch me get pushed around by a boy. but now when someone else does it to a girl we know, she shouts and tells them to stop, and pulls her away from him. she constantly ignores me, choosing my own friends over me. I dont even feel that happy around her. all my friends have become hers, and now I have nothing that can just be my own. everything we do had to be together and I fucking hate it. I go to places I dont want to go because she doesnt care about my opinions.