im not telling anyone in my family they all a dick head. what i wish they understood about what i am going through i dont even know atp i just want ppl to know that i want to kms and i have no friends no matter how hard i try and that being tired is posibale even if your a teenager. EVEN WHEN IM HAPPY IM STILL THINKING ABOUT WHAT COULD GO WRONG WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME THATS ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT I GET CONSTANT HEADACTS I HAVE SO MANY ISUSE WITH MY BODY I NEED TO SEE A DOCTER BUT OHH WE ARE TRYING SWEETY IT YOULL BE FINE UNTIL THEN YOU CAN WAIT GUESS WHAT I CANT FUCKING WAIT IT HURTS JUST SITTING LAYING DOWN ANYTHING HURTS I CANT EVER FALL ASLEEP NO MATTER WHAT I DO SO I JUST PLAY VR CHAT ALL NIGHT LONG HOPEING THAT MAEBY JUST MAYBE IT WILL DISTRACT ME FROM ALL OF MY PROBLEMS THEN PPL ON THERE JUST REMIND ME HOW BAD AND DISCUSTING HUMANS ARE THAT I CANT EVEN SPEAK WITHOUT GETTING HURASTED JUST BECAUSE I HAVE A DEEP VOICE DOES NOT GIVE SOMEONE THE RIGHT TO CALL ME MOMMY