i hate my life its so tiring i wish i had somebody .. i feel like im stuck in the middle since i moved schools and im getting further and further away from my old good friends. they always do stuff and hang out without me and i just feel like a burden they include sometimes out of pity. in my new school everyones already in groups and im just a loser. i float around some people, they are nice, but nothing more. i dont have any true friend, and its exhausting. i know im no ones first choice, i have never been, ive always been following people around, never really part of the group. i also find school so draining and hard and i have no motivation for anything. the only thing that makes me forget this loneliness is watching shows and reading books but then i look up and realize how alone i am. i wish i had a real good friend. ive tried. ive really tried. i dont have any friends. no one eats lunch with me or invites me. i feel like a burden. i dont know what to do im so lonely it hurts