everything is moving too fast, and it feels like i’ve been doing nothing for years while everyone else seems to be doing fine. i wanna leave this house, and i want to find to find a physical place to actually feel safe, but my mom isn’t listening to me. she thinks some of the things i do are by choice, but every day, my head hurts more and more, and it’s hard to focus on anything. she hadn’t even put me back in therapy like i wanted. i just want to stay in my room for a bit. i feel like i sound stupid rn. i just wanna escape her grasp