Theres too many things wrong with me. I feel so much pain and I dont know why. Physical and mental. I probably have the disease my dad does but I dont know how to tell him. It hurts a lot. Its not fatal but i want to get better. I cant talk about these things i dont know how. I need my family to realize theres something wrong so i can do something about this. When i was in 7th grade i told my mom i might have adhd. She said no and that I was overreacting. I love my mom. I havent asked again since. I'm in 11th grade. I can never focus on anything for too long and im struggling so hard. theres something wrong with my brain. I cant figure it out because asking to get tested is stupid and my parents wouldnt believe me. They think im normal because i act how they act and because my brother is 'worse'. I dont know what to do. I was depressed for two years because i was holding so much in but i couldnt tell anyone. I dont know how to tell anyone.