my problem is that I overshare. i talk lots about nothing, but that nothing is actually my life and sensitive information that could potentially damage my reputation. I walk on eggshells around myself. I'm terrified of what I'll say next, whose ears will that info reach and how would I be treated afterwards. I never learn. I've tried to be quiet but I hate staying in silence. guess I should start asking the other person a thousand of questions instead of saying more than needed. now I'm in a situation where I wish to leave someone but I'm terrified they'll share my secrets. note to future self: shut the fuck up. yeah anyways, what I've wanted to say is: I'm really wondering why nobody wants me romantically, like i look in the mirror and I don't think I'm anything repulsive and terrible. so why isn't anything happening? no, i will not go up to guys and ask for their insta, boosting their confidence and getting rejected at the same time would actually make me go insane.