I want to kill myself. Now, WAIT!! I don't normally feel this way, this feeling just takes over sometimes. I don't know what to do. Nothing is going right. All I can do is be grateful and have hope. I don't have anyone to talk to, while every else comes to me with their problems. I'm getting tired of having to be the "happy" or "energetic" friend all the time. No one takes me seriously. The main thing I do most days is stress eat, listen to music, and study. I used to genuinely be happy. I don't know what happened. I'm back at the place I swore I'd never be at again. I don't know how much more of this I can take.
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