My hand is permamently messed up. I can't write more than a paragraph without it hurting badly and cramping up. I do have access to a laptop during exams but the laptops my college gives us are so slow. I'm actually better off writing cuz of it but the trade off is my hand in aggressive pain. And even if my hand wasn't an issue/if the laptops were fast, it takes me way longer to think of how to word a sentence but it seems effortless for others. It means that i never finish any exam and they're always poorly explained because i don't have enough time. I know it sounds silly but if they gave me double the normal time then i could write everything as well as i want to and can. I know my stuff but that never reflects on my grades. It makes me feel like im stupid. It's difficult not to resent myself though i try to blame the system