Since I was little, I would always skip school and not attend but now that I’m older, I feel like it’s caught up to me really badly and I’m facing the consequences of everything and it makes me feel really overwhelmed and stressed and anxious about my future and I don’t know what I have left to live for I would never end my life or anything, but the thought of it crosses my mind every now and then with the struggles of my life, it may seem like I have it easy and I do have it easy but in certain areas compared to school, I don’t have it easy because I’m way behind in grades and I’m not living my teenage dream and I feel anxious and envious when I see people my age in their actual grade living my teenage dream, but I’m stuck here behind because I decided to be stupid and not attend school. I feel like I failed in life and I’m useless and I don’t know anything at all, so what’s there for me?