Even though i so wanna get back with her, everytime i open whatsapp and go through our chats again, it just tears me apart. I feel like someone's eating my insides, everytime i open whatsapp or instagram. To be really honest, she was the reason i even wanted to study, and even more the reason I wanted to do electrical engineering. Man her breakup texts were "I dont wanna force myself into this", "its a matter of time before we fall out of love", "it only feels like you're someone i js talk to". I don't blame her the slightest for feeling any of that :( It was me who tried distancing myself instead of talking about my feelings. I just hope i could go back in time and sort shit out with her. I wish all this just went away man. I dont wanna be going through life by myself. I know it's only been 2 months, but I miss her so bad, and i literally dont even think i can move on. The last time i liked a girl like this, it took me 10 years :( and that was just a crush, This time i really fumbled