I go through so muc b s from my fam . I go through more and do more to help when I probably even shouldn't than I get credit for because ones a drunken ass. I don't get credit for what I do. Whether it's appreciated or not it feels like. It's not easy dealing with a flopsy wet noodle unstable drunk. It's fairly frustrating. People don't know what I go through behind the scenes in private. But whatever.