I don't know why the fuck I feeling this way. I feel so fucking useless all the time. In the way people ignore my help even though I'm willing to help them. I think they think that I'm just a useless guy and can't do anything. I'm not totally useless though... I can still help you in some way just ask me if you need don't just set me aside. Another problem of mine is that I need to ask permission to a person if I can join them on something. Do I really need to ask your permission just to go with you? Why won't you guys just ask me if I want to go? Do you guys think I'm just a stray cat? Do I really need to ask your permission all the time?