I’m on a 11 day trip out of the country with my sister, some of her gfs are along with us. She treats them with happiness and joking. She’s mean & snappy to me. I said that I wanted her to treat me that way & she replied that that’s not our thing. I’m sad I’m in my room crying, I feel left out and like I’m useless. I want to go home but we are here for 6 more days. I’m trying to find my own joy here but her energy towards me is awful, why’d she invite me? I’m thousands of miles from home, I can’t speak or understand the language I just want to be where I’m appreciated & loved I want to go home