I feel so empty and numb. I keep remembering my emotional abuse now, and how i never had a real mom because of her disorder. i feel disconnected, i zone out and think, “why would she do this? What if everything was better?” Even though it’s mental abuse and not as severe as physical abuse. Im still affected by depression, severe anxiety, and c-ptsd. When she takes her medicine, it still doesn’t feel right. She doesn’t take effort and you need to get people to make her take it. My brother doesnt know about what happened and cared about what she did. He isolated himself while the abuse was happening. I dont like thinking about how she basically groomed me and i had to go through emotional incest w her.
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