I'm just gonna come right out and say it, trigger warning for SA, suicidal thoughts, and everything in-between. I'm currently living in another country, working to get my boyfriend of 4 years out of our home country. He recently saw a doctor who's now responsible for a quite aggressive sexual assault, and now understandably he's just a shell of himself; and I miss him so much. I miss him like a bitch and can barely do anything to help him. I myself have a surgery coming up on monday, and it's my first surgery ever, I'm all alone in this country, and I'm so scared to die. This has easily been the worst season of my life, I'm so worn out and I've been feeling helpless to no end.
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