I freeze up when I'm questioned my gender. I don't know what I want to be, I like being a girl, but at the same time I wanna be a boy. I feel like the way I act isn't girly enough, I'm super strict, serious, and straightforward about things. I rarely take jokes as jokes and though people had told me I'm funny, I don't think I am, and I think I'm just insufferable. When people says mean things about me I could really care less, I let go of things more faster, I lift weights, and I rather spend time with guys than girls. I'm not trying to be a pick me. Even though I'm unsure about my gender, as girl, I still dress feminine and I am feminine myself. I don't understand why I freeze up about my gender when I'm "sure" that I'm a girl.