Got a 100% on a math test. Which hasnt happened in YEARS, and its the end of first quarter, my math grade was an F cause of my first test which was multi step equations and some other bs, i got a terrible grade on that. Tests make up most of my math grade. I havent got the motivation to study or do anything since 6th grade. I dropped out of accelerated math (which was algebra) and went back to pre algebra this year so im relearning everything. But when i told my mom abt my test? All she said was 'Thats great'. She acts like its nothing special. No reward? I'm literally losing reasons to stay and rewards are a source of motivation. Its like a fuckass donkey, hit it with a stick or have a carrot in front of it to move. The stick thing stopped working for me. I couldn't care less if my mom yells or hits me because of my poor grades. My grades a D- at least now. But i guess rewards arent important anymore. Gosh, help me, i hate this hell hole.