You know what else pisses me off? I'm there to listen to what bothers my fam. But like this morning they literally snub me. Its like if somebody shot me they'd side with and defend them. That's the way they act. Ok fam you tell me about what your late friend did with going in half on a boat and end up selling it without your consent and not paying you (I think idk they ramble so much) and you go on about how others wronged you. But whenever I feel wronged or pissed I get the blown off ignored etc. Thats bullcrap ok. I HAVE FEELINGS TOO. MINE MATTERS AS MUCH AS YOURS. IM NOT A FREE THERAPIST DESPITE YOU BLAB YOUR PAST CRAP AND EXPECT ME TO LISTEN. but nobody wants to listen to the listeners thoughts and feelings. thanks a lot fml. You'd think your fam would have your back but they hardly ever have and do. Why is it people also make trouble with those who don't even bother them? Maybe I should quit showing kindness completely. Tired of being crapped on.