Idk how I ended up in such an effed up situation in the first place. Our place don't even feel safe to stay to tbh thanks to raging neighbors. My own fam are unstable in how they act/react to everything. I'm pretty frustrated at what I have to go through everyday. I get invalidated in what I go through and how I feel. It's like it my fam aren't going through it and it affecting them they don't care. I GOT CUSSED AT BECAUSE OF THEM OK. they still act like that's nothing. I really don't get it. And those being awful to me one day I really hope they get what they deserve.