Anything school related is traumatic for me and i just started college after 4 years of no education. I feel how I used to when I went to school before and I want to kill myself. Before I wanted to and I got help and it went wrong but I never had the guts to kill myself, now I do. My mom thinks im abusive but she doesnt get that she just wont hear the end of my sentence and it frustrates me so much that I yell back at her. I have nobody to talk to and Idk what to do with myself. I already decided to kill myself soon but isk when. This year though
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