School has been so so so hard and fustrating it just feels impossible. Im not stupid, i study so hard, i go to the library and sit in front of my textbooks for hours, but this year nothing is working. I feel so lost and just tired and i've been starting to have anxiety attacks and i've been picking out my eyelashes so on top of everything i look crazy. I don't have anyone to talk to i wish i was hit by a truck so i dont have to think anymore