ive been in this constant state everyday feels like the same and ive kinda dont even want to play video games or watch anime or any show and like before i used to want to play bu i js physically couldnt. but now all i do is daydream and listen to music which helps me daydream and read fanfics which is usually at night where i dont rly sleep like i stay up til 5 get ready for school i dont feel tired. at school i feel like my mind isnt connected to my body and i keep zoning out and at the end of the day ive forgotten everything. i feel so numb but like i also dont and my parents i really dont like them i feel so sick around them and nauseous and i cant even tell them and i waste everyday all the time i think about yk taking my life but i have no motivation of doing it and i js keep thinking whats the point of everything we all are gonna die