I just feel really ugly, useless, and unloved. I've suffered from EDs in the past and I'm still dealing with after effects. I have major body dysmorphia to the point that I feel physically ill when I see myself. Everyone around me is getting into relationships and while I'm supposed to be working on school, I feel completely unloved because no one has expressed interest in me ever. I have good friends, but I'll never be pretty or get a boyfriend/girlfriend.